My Awakening Soul

my personal journey into awakening

Love/Compassion and Grounding



Under the lunar eclipse last week I did an Earth Magic oracle card reading using a moonstone crystal (for obvious reasons). I asked the cards what do I need to work on myself this month. I felt that I only needed one card while I was shuffling the cards, I didn’t know why I just went with the flow. The card that I called out was the Love/compassion card… I must have been really in tune because some of the moonstone properties are Love, compassion and caring, and I feel like I really need to work on this area. So have done a few meditation sessions using moonstone and concentrating on self-love. (By doing this post I realise I really need to work more in this area).

Love/Compassion card & Moonstone

earth magic oracle cards


I have also been trying to work on being grounded. After meditating or using crystals I always feel restless, light headed, dizzy and  sometimes like I’m not here on this realm or my sleep is affected. So I got my self some hematite and a black obsidian to help me in this area. And so far i feel a lot more calmer and stable even when i just hold them in my hands and focus on being connected with the earth I get an instant relaxing feeling. Again i need to work more in this area as I like to get distracted and trail off.

Hematite's & black obsidian


Spirit Science 1 ~ Thoughts

Check out the Spirit Science series. They have some cool concepts and ideas to think about, from law of attraction, meditation, crystals and Atlantean’s.

This is Episode 1 concentrating on thought.

The 11:11 phenomenon


I’ve seen this everywhere in the last few years now… maybe 3 years? At first I thought nothing of it, but one day a friend looked at her watched and the time said 9:11pm, she sighed because she always see’s this number when looking at her watch, and that made me realise that I see 11:11 everywhere and I told her about it, and she said she was sure there’s something to it. Couple of days later she twitted me saying I should look up the number 11:11, that there was a lot of information on this number. So I did, and I was overwhelmed with the information. I didn’t know what to believe or what I shouldn’t. I still don’t know exactly what I believe but I do feel it’s to do with my spiritual awakening and its a message or some sort of an alert for me to take notice of something or even a reminder to become more aware either within or even in my surroundings. But when I see the number now I take the time to thank everything in my life so far and to thank what’s to come in the future, because what ever it is I know it will be the right thing.

The reason I wrote this post today was because I saw the number 3.33 on my phone and that made me realise since noticing the number 11:11, the last year or so I’ve been seeing the numbers 2:22, 3:33, 4,44 and sometimes 5:55. Maybe it’s linked with my spiritual awakening or just a coincident? Who knows?

Here are some meanings of 11:11 from IN5D


‘What does 11:11 mean?

11:11 is subjective to the interpreter and to the interpretation.  In other words, YOUR interpretation is the only interpretation that matters!  Here are the many interpretations of 11:11.

11:11 Awareness: The first thing you should pay attention to when you see a synchronistic number is what you’re either doing or thinking at that particular moment.  You should also be cognizant of your surroundings, such as the song that you’re currently listening to or even something as simple as the rays of sunshine coming in through your window.

11:11 Gateway or Portal:  11:11 is the doorway between two worlds – between the 3rd dimensional and the 5th dimensional worlds.

Angelic Humans:  According to George Barnard, 11:11 is “the calling card for beings that are half angels and half humans”.

Angels and Spirit Guides: Your guardian angel or spirit guide is trying to connect with you.

Balance:  Your life is either gaining or becoming more in balance when you see 11:11.  This might also be an affirmation that your life is in complete balance as well.

Binary DNA Code: The brain is like a computer, which relies on binary codes (1’s and 0’s).  In this premise, 11:11 is the binary code that awakens your dormant (junk) DNA.

Digital Time Code: This theory encapsulates several theories within the same premise.  11:11 unlocks your DNA and opens the subconscious mind through physically seeing these digital numbers and re-remembering why your brain was coded to remember the importance of 11:11.

DNA Activation: The number 11 represents twin strands of DNA, so for some people, this is a sign of a DNA activation or upgrade.

Edgar Cayce: As I mentioned in a previous article, Edgar Cayce was quoted as saying, “The first lesson for six months should be One-One-One- One; Oneness of God, oneness of man’s relation, oneness of force, oneness of time, oneness of purpose, Oneness in every effort-Oneness- Oneness!”  Edgar may have meant, “The first lesson for six months should be 11:11.”

Fibonacci Sequence:  The first two numbers of the Fibonacci Sequence are 1,1.  The Fibonacci Sequence is basically tied into Sacred Geometry and the Golden Ratio of Creation, so this number would represent an end to physical reality as we know it.

Global Consciousness: When you see 11:11, you feel connected with the Universe and everyone else who is currently experiencing this phenomenon. You completely understand what “we are all one” means.

Make a Wish: Many teens are playing the 11:11pm game without really even knowing the significance behind 11:11.  If they notice that it’s 11:11pm, they make a wish.  Is it possible that these children are indigos and 11:11 represents an awakening code for them?

Numerology: The number 11 is a Master Number and represents impractical idealism, visionary, refinement of ideals, intuition, revelation, artistic and inventive genius, avant-garde, androgynous, film, fame, refinement fulfilled when working with a practical partner.

Spiritual Purpose: 11:11 presents you an opportunity to reflect on your spiritual purpose for being here.

Synchronicity: Your life has become total balance and the lesson you need to learn will appear before you.  “When the pupil is ready, the master appears”.

Wake Up Call:  11:11 signifies your spiritual awakening, as this number seems to be predominantly noticed by those who have begun their spiritual journeys. It may also be seen as a code to unlock your subconscious mind.’

What If money didn’t matter? by Alan Watts

Someone posted this video on facebook the other day and it really got me thinking. What would I really do if money was no object?


Becoming Aware 

I feel like I’ve been aware for a long time. But it’s only in the last couple of years that I have really noticed that something is changing, I don’t know what is it or why? A few of my friends recommended that I read The Secret, I was reluctant at first, I wasn’t sure if it was for me. One friend said I already used the law of attraction without realising it; I manifest everything I want into my life. So I thought I’d give it ago. I started reading Ask and it is Given by Esther and Jerry Hicks. Things started to happen and I got a little freaked out. I made mood boards and scrap books for things I wanted to manifest and they happened. I quickly thought this isn’t right, how can you just get what you want by thinking about it; there must be a catch? So another friend also recommended I read The Secret so I gave it ago and the concept made more sense to me I went on to reading the power and I started to apply these teachings into my life. I started to attract more like-minded people in to my existence and also information that I didn’t even know I needed.

My Spirit Animal

I was working on my visualisation and I came across meditation. I didn’t know much about it but I have always wanted to know more and learn how to practice it, so I thought this is the time. I sat in my room all quiet and still and visualising my goals and ambitions, it went pretty well I thought. The second night I meditated again doing the exact same thing visualising my goals and ambitions, but this time I went deeper and my trail of thought shifted, at first it went blank, nothing. I saw a white tiger it was walking towards me I wasn’t scared or frightened but I felt relaxed and clam and when it came closer to me I felt it said follow me, so I did. I followed the tiger though the trees in the forest where there were more animals but this time I was scared but the tiger fought them off for me and said ‘don’t be scared I’m here with you now.’ And then I came out of my meditating state. I was confused, what just happened? Was I dreaming or was I hallucinating? I knew what ever it was there was something behind it so I looked it up and I found out that what I saw was my spirit animal and there’s so much information about it, even people having the same experience as me. I wondered how did I manage to access this and how will I do it again? So I tried a few more times in that week sometimes I saw the white tiger and sometimes I didn’t. I remember one night I just saw an eye, and another night I felt I was being watched.

white tiger

Crystals Helping Me All Along 

Couple of weeks later I didn’t feel so well, I didn’t know what it was but I felt weak, I thought I was becoming anaemic  again, then I started to get spots on my back and under my arms on my left side. I knew this wasn’t right so I went to see my doctor and he said I had shingles. Shingles?!  the doctor said it is rare for someone my ages to have it but it does happen and I just need to rest and not stress out. It lasted for two weeks and a bit before it all cleared up. And a few weeks after I still felt funny but I couldn’t understand why i had this feeling, it didn’t make sense. It felt like I wasn’t her on earth but I was, I felt like I was floating but I wasn’t, I started to panic, why do I feel like this why? My mum told me to relax and take a shower that would make you feel better. So I did take a shower and I started to feel more relaxed and started to think why is this happening to me? So I went on to Google and researched my symptoms. Everything that came up was about opening up the chakras too quick and there’s side effects doing spiritual work like mediation especially if you don’t know what your doing. This site listed the side effects you may have and one of them was shingles, I freaked out again and they also mentioned crystals, I have crystals. I had them from when I was in school when I went on a trip to the museum, I did not know what they were for, they was just pretty. So I looked into crystals and found another site that had information on what each crystals did, I found out I had an amethyst, a rose quarts and a blue lace agate. And reading what there properties were, I realised why I managed to have such deep meditating sessions and why I managed to manifest a few things into my life without realising. So now my journey took me on a different direction, I wanted to know more about crystals, and if I could achieve what I did without the knowledge of crystals imagine what I could do knowing how to work them and use them in to my everyday life.

rose quartz

Blue Lace Agateamethyst

Right Now

Fast forward to today I have a few more crystals, still learning and working with them, I have re-read Ask and It is Given and now I’m reading the Vortex by the same authors. I have been meditating on and off, but this week I made a promise to myself that I’ll start meditating everyday. A few weeks ago I came across these beautiful oracle cards called Earth Magic and I instantly felt connected to them so I got myself a pack, and I’m in love with them.

So this blog will be a documentation my journey and to see where I end up. Any information, videos or articles that I come across I will share and discuss my thought on them here. There are so many things going on in the world today and I don’t think it’s a coincident. And so many are awakening and going through a similar journey as the one I’m on. So if you come across this post and you have ideas and information you would like to share that would be great or if you had a similar experience as I had I would love to hear form you.

Earth Child x

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