My Awakening Soul

my personal journey into awakening

Month: November, 2012

What If money didn’t matter? by Alan Watts

Someone posted this video on facebook the other day and it really got me thinking. What would I really do if money was no object?

Introduction

Becoming Aware 

I feel like I’ve been aware for a long time. But it’s only in the last couple of years that I have really noticed that something is changing, I don’t know what is it or why? A few of my friends recommended that I read The Secret, I was reluctant at first, I wasn’t sure if it was for me. One friend said I already used the law of attraction without realising it; I manifest everything I want into my life. So I thought I’d give it ago. I started reading Ask and it is Given by Esther and Jerry Hicks. Things started to happen and I got a little freaked out. I made mood boards and scrap books for things I wanted to manifest and they happened. I quickly thought this isn’t right, how can you just get what you want by thinking about it; there must be a catch? So another friend also recommended I read The Secret so I gave it ago and the concept made more sense to me I went on to reading the power and I started to apply these teachings into my life. I started to attract more like-minded people in to my existence and also information that I didn’t even know I needed.

My Spirit Animal

I was working on my visualisation and I came across meditation. I didn’t know much about it but I have always wanted to know more and learn how to practice it, so I thought this is the time. I sat in my room all quiet and still and visualising my goals and ambitions, it went pretty well I thought. The second night I meditated again doing the exact same thing visualising my goals and ambitions, but this time I went deeper and my trail of thought shifted, at first it went blank, nothing. I saw a white tiger it was walking towards me I wasn’t scared or frightened but I felt relaxed and clam and when it came closer to me I felt it said follow me, so I did. I followed the tiger though the trees in the forest where there were more animals but this time I was scared but the tiger fought them off for me and said ‘don’t be scared I’m here with you now.’ And then I came out of my meditating state. I was confused, what just happened? Was I dreaming or was I hallucinating? I knew what ever it was there was something behind it so I looked it up and I found out that what I saw was my spirit animal and there’s so much information about it, even people having the same experience as me. I wondered how did I manage to access this and how will I do it again? So I tried a few more times in that week sometimes I saw the white tiger and sometimes I didn’t. I remember one night I just saw an eye, and another night I felt I was being watched.

white tiger

Crystals Helping Me All Along 

Couple of weeks later I didn’t feel so well, I didn’t know what it was but I felt weak, I thought I was becoming anaemic  again, then I started to get spots on my back and under my arms on my left side. I knew this wasn’t right so I went to see my doctor and he said I had shingles. Shingles?!  the doctor said it is rare for someone my ages to have it but it does happen and I just need to rest and not stress out. It lasted for two weeks and a bit before it all cleared up. And a few weeks after I still felt funny but I couldn’t understand why i had this feeling, it didn’t make sense. It felt like I wasn’t her on earth but I was, I felt like I was floating but I wasn’t, I started to panic, why do I feel like this why? My mum told me to relax and take a shower that would make you feel better. So I did take a shower and I started to feel more relaxed and started to think why is this happening to me? So I went on to Google and researched my symptoms. Everything that came up was about opening up the chakras too quick and there’s side effects doing spiritual work like mediation especially if you don’t know what your doing. This site listed the side effects you may have and one of them was shingles, I freaked out again and they also mentioned crystals, I have crystals. I had them from when I was in school when I went on a trip to the museum, I did not know what they were for, they was just pretty. So I looked into crystals and found another site that had information on what each crystals did, I found out I had an amethyst, a rose quarts and a blue lace agate. And reading what there properties were, I realised why I managed to have such deep meditating sessions and why I managed to manifest a few things into my life without realising. So now my journey took me on a different direction, I wanted to know more about crystals, and if I could achieve what I did without the knowledge of crystals imagine what I could do knowing how to work them and use them in to my everyday life.

rose quartz

Blue Lace Agateamethyst

Right Now

Fast forward to today I have a few more crystals, still learning and working with them, I have re-read Ask and It is Given and now I’m reading the Vortex by the same authors. I have been meditating on and off, but this week I made a promise to myself that I’ll start meditating everyday. A few weeks ago I came across these beautiful oracle cards called Earth Magic and I instantly felt connected to them so I got myself a pack, and I’m in love with them.

So this blog will be a documentation my journey and to see where I end up. Any information, videos or articles that I come across I will share and discuss my thought on them here. There are so many things going on in the world today and I don’t think it’s a coincident. And so many are awakening and going through a similar journey as the one I’m on. So if you come across this post and you have ideas and information you would like to share that would be great or if you had a similar experience as I had I would love to hear form you.

Earth Child x

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